The more you puke, the more weight you lose, but the more weight you lose, the sicker you get, and the sicker you get, the more distorted your body perception becomes. I am finally about to break into the 130's again, and I have never felt more frumpy, dumpy, fat and sloppy in my life. I am drained, completely drained - physically, mentally, emotionally, financially.
BUT!
If you hide it from people long enough, eventually, you start to believe it yourself. So, on that note, I'm doing great.
Question for the Day: How do people eat and not puke? Liek, srsly. It's the worst feeling in the world. I would rather be shot in the kneecap than feel that bloated, sickly, full sensation in my gut. And, no, I'm not on my bulimia high-horse, I'm just sayin.
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mandilynn18) wrote,
weak
